If you too are jaded by all those positive affirmations that are as light as a feather, then be assured ...
...there is no meaning or purpose to our existence except the meaning and purpose that we impose. Each of us is nothing but a false God, and our fantastical beliefs about this or that amount to nothing but a personal coping strategy. We are gene replicators created by a chemical and elemental accident in a universe created by fluctuations in nothing.
If you are tired of politics and utopian visions then remember ...
... there is no problem in the world today that could not be easily solved, if the human will was in league together. But each man and woman exists in a quite seperate universe, unfathomable, deceptive and delusional ... the saving grace of an undiscovered universal consciousness is nothing but a pseudo-religious myth
If you are tired of the highs and the lows then remind yourself ...
...that feelings are not your friends, feelings do not justify your existence, they hijack it, to live at the whim of your feelings is to walk the way of the wind until it takes you over a precipice ...
If you are tired of words ...
...then say nothing, beyond the social lubricant of politeness, and leave a trail of silence until your language ability is lost
If you are tired of trying ...
... then try instead to be selfish
If you are tired ... I said
... and she answered ... i need hope, even if it comes from 'delusion'...my coping strategy is to believe that there is meaning in this universe, in this little life. There just has to be! I need guidance to help me find worth in my existence and a way back to 'love' which has to be the only true reason to be alive. Love of self, our children, family ( whoever we choose them to be), friends, our planet, nature and life itself. I do not love myself, do not feel i deserve to be loved - I find it very difficult to love life (even cope with it at the moment- temporary state, I know, I think I am at in essence a positive and cheerful person, it's just life gets to you, you know?!!)) and I want someone to help me help myself, or at least find a way back independent of any outer guidance. No wonder I feel tired all of the time and as you put it have had my life spirit drained out of me...I need to learn to love life again (sorry to sound like a commercial on the telly), or at least feel more at ease...as do most other people, I think.
Love has to be the reason...beautiful post again, Vibration Doctor. Give her some hope.
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ReplyDeletedoes love have to be the reason? i'm not sure. but it does seem to be a clever bit of engineering to make us feel as though we are not whole without another, without the echo, without a mountain to speak to and to speak back. is it only engineering or something else? could it the fracture of opposites? and so we, too, have been fractured? is it possible? are we only looking for our way home?
ReplyDeletebut yes, we all need to learn to love better, people, one another, life.
xo
erin
oops - typo (probably more of them, too. little bastards proliferate.)
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